I need to let this out.

Fuck you for thinking you’re too good to talk to me. Fuck everyone for ignoring me now that I have a serious boyfriend. Fuck my parents for being so damn nosey. Fuck everyone I work with for always calling in or asking off when I need a damn vacation. Fuck my past for constantly haunting me. Fuck me for letting that happen. Fuck the girl I used to be. Fuck you for fucking up my plans to live with Coy. Fuck this god damn state and everyone in it.

I need out. I need away.

Tuesday Apr 4 @ 10:22am
That might have been a mistake.

I got nothin’ to lose though.

Thursday Apr 4 @ 12:27pm
Today I wish

itsthebastardinmee:

I still lived in the city.
So I could convince Megan to not go to work,
and just lay around the house with me
And smoke, and drink..
And go drive and yell at homeless people.
And get Chinese food.
And just be all around awesome like we are.

Ugh.

I wish! We’re moving to Midwest city of Nick gets this house they’re looking at.:(:(
Monday Apr 4 @ 05:04pm
Today I wish

itsthebastardinmee:

I still lived in the city.
So I could convince Megan to not go to work,
and just lay around the house with me
And smoke, and drink..
And go drive and yell at homeless people.
And get Chinese food.
And just be all around awesome like we are.

Ugh.

I always think to myself that I wish you still lived here. I’m envious of Coy for getting to spend every day with his best friend. I miss you all the time.:/
Monday Apr 4 @ 04:54pm
Deleting my Facebook is going to be so freeing.

400 something people don’t need to know my business, see my face, and read what I say to others. I only give a fuck about a certain few and I talk to them on a regular basis outside of social networking. And the way I see it, when you delete your Facebook, people kind of forget about you in a sense, depending on how close you are to them. I find that pretty cool… How you can almost just delete yourself from society. Plus, people are starting to take Facebook way too seriously. Myself included. I’ll admit, I’m a bit of an addict, but over the past months, it’s just become an annoyance. The people who care will keep in touch and the people who don’t, I couldn’t care less about.

I might keep this and update sometimes, possibly keep instagram, and I already stopped updating twitter a long time ago.

Looking forward to being incognito.:)

Thursday Apr 4 @ 04:05pm
I don’t think I’ll be updating this anymore.

Trying to get away from social networking. And the people who aren’t in my life don’t deserve to know about it…
Just know I’m doing fanfuckingtastic!;)

Monday Apr 4 @ 03:22pm
I just want to feel attractive

itsthebastardinmee:

& today that is not happening, at all.

Pshhhhhhhhhhhhh. You, unattractive? Get fuckin’ reeeeal.
Friday Mar 3 @ 12:09pm
My babydog!

My babydog!

Friday Mar 3 @ 05:44am
Friday Mar 3 @ 05:42am
paigeleighs:

exactly!

paigeleighs:

exactly!

Friday Mar 3 @ 05:41am
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Thursday Mar 3 @ 11:22am
itsthebastardinmee:

I get to see this beautiful girl tomorrow. I’m so fucking excited.


I kinda freaked out when I saw this. “oh my god who is posting a picture of me I didn’t do that oh my god.” 
Iove you!

itsthebastardinmee:

I get to see this beautiful girl tomorrow. I’m so fucking excited.

I kinda freaked out when I saw this. “oh my god who is posting a picture of me I didn’t do that oh my god.” Iove you! Thursday Mar 3 @ 11:22am
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